I needed this weekend!

Who doesn't love conference weekend? Not for the obvious reason of staying home and not having to deal with wardrobe changes, nap times and sunbeams not wanting to sit down; but it's awesome to be able to sit at the feet of the prophets and hear their carefully thought out words and moving music.

I love watching conference with my family and especially love that I can record the sessions so I can go back and listen anytime I want. I was especially excited for Saturday afternoon when I saw they had a special program about the MTC. Awww the MTC. The Missionary Training Center in Provo Utah. This hallowed place that is the starting ground for so many missionaries. Including my parents, my husband, and countless men and women I have grown to love over the years. I have dreamed about one day seeing that place, but I knew it my heart it would not be through a mission of my own. Although many people encouraged, belittled, and asked fervently during my nineteenth and twenty year of my life if I would fill out the paperwork(I even got one and practiced filling it out) I just somehow knew my mission would be else where in life. I know that the MTC has a spirit that can probably only be match in say the Holy Temples of the Lord or maybe the Church Administration offices but the MTC just wasn't for me at the time.

When my precious son was born, and still trying to juggle the responsibilities of new motherhood I took some time in the hospital to daydream into the future. I saw him making choices that would help him down the path of righteousness and saw him conquering fears I am not afraid to admit to, which included serving a full time mission for The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. As I smiled thinking of him with a handsome missionary tag on proclaiming his name and also that name of the church I started to cry, I started to weep really. The nurse thought I was just tired for having been in labor 26 hours and surviving a emergency C-Section but I couldn't admit my pain of the future. I swore then and there the only way he could even touch those mission papers is if I could some how see where he was going to be for a few weeks or up to 3 months(depending on the mission) at the MTC.

Fast forward to 3 o' clock Saturday(October 1st) afternoon. I was there watching about the Provo MTC. I saw the whole process of a new missionary saying goodbye to their parents for 18 months to up to two years. I saw mothers emotional but saying they knew this time would be important and well spent as their son or daughter would be in the care of the Lord. I wasn't weepy yet but I had a feeling watching this I might shed a few tears. The spirit of that hallowed place seemed to leave the tv screen and jump into my heart as I continue to watch the events of a new missionary getting used to such a big awesome place. Now, remember, I have two toddlers who got the gift of gab from their father and curious nature from me. My beautiful smart daughter looked at me and said ''Mama, can I go on a mission?'' With all the strength I don't have I honestly told her "Although I would be very sad and you would have to be a brave girl I want you to serve a mission." The tears tears that followed seemed to be the spirit talking to me saying that she would be taken care of if she did decided to serve a mission. Why wouldn't she be taken care of? She would be following in the pioneering footsteps of her maternal grandmother in serving the Lord.

I somehow finished the program both eyes non red and watched as my daughter was glued the screen about this HUGE place. My mother was awesome answering questions and going on a trip down memory lane telling me what had changed since she had spent some time there 31 years ago. We did some quick math and realized that once our Elder came back our Sister missionary would shortly be leaving after that(ah the joys of having kids back to back). I quickly said out loud that my heart couldn't handle that. Which is true it would be tough, but I now know that if the Lord speaks to my children over the years and they feel that it's something right in their lives I would be sad but very proud to say I have TWO return missionaries.

My mission in life wasn't to represent the church with an awesome black and white tag when I turned 21, which is okay. I was sealed at 22 and have had a big enough change and I'm sure more that enough time on my knees to qualify as a missionary. If anything motherhood puts me on my knees more than once a day and not just for picking up toys, cheerios or color crayons. I am not ashamed to say I need the angels on both sides of the veil to help me second to second. But I do know the Lord but that program on BYU tv for me. So my kids still have 16 and 17 years respectively to grow into their own characters and make the ultimate choice themselves I know that but I so needed to see that they would be okay, without having a hug and a kiss from me every night. Whew...if only someone could have told me all this in the temple right? We live and we learn and we love the Lord and somehow in his omnipotent wisdom he takes care of every single need. I'm making dinner so I'm outta here. Bye for now!

I have started and restarted this post a million times in the past few days. We had such a wild week, no wonder I have no taken the time to write down any craziness. We live in a great place. Very close to the water, I feel very blessed  we were able to find a great duplex for our family. We live behind a restaurant, so during the day the kids get to see several different people park around our house to enjoy the restaurant. This can be great to see and also a pain in the hind quarters when I'm trying to run errands. When I come home during the day I am lucky if my parking spot is still open. It's not that it's a pain cause I have to park somewhere else(hasn't happened yet) it's because the upstairs neighbor is a bit of an unofficial parking authority. It's a little rattling especially with this weeks events.

Monday night, sleeping into Tuesday I had woken up for a quick second trying to get readjusted in bed when I heard the LOUDEST noise ever. I really wanted to go back to sleep(I have a hard time returning to sleep if I wake up suddenly) so I was trying my hardest to close my eyes and drift back to sleep. Something told me that the noise wasn't really a normal for the neighborhood. I knew that my hubby was up, so I walked out to the living room to find him gone. I heard him say as I was trying to sleep "I have to call you back(he was talking to his brother)". Suddenly he is walking back in the house asking for a few things and seems really focused on the events of outside. What I walked into shocked me awake.

There was a Subaru Outback on top of the fire hydrant behind the house. Yes, I said on top. The driver had knocked off the hydrant, and since it was a newer one, it wasn't spraying any water. There was a police officer out side that my husband was trying to give a description of the aftermath and the driver. I couldn't believe the scene. Some of the fencing was gone as well as some rocks and the hydrant! I could only provide a description of the loud noise but some other neighbors had talked to the officer who was on the scene.  As we were giving the information, I had the chance to see some deer walking by checking our the scene. The were very observant of the police, the car. The two deer just walked by slowly making their way up the street, probably thinking it's late for something like this.

The ending to this crash is a sad one. The officer called the registered owner who had no idea that their car was not outside their house. I felt so bad, especially due to the early hour(3:30 am by this time) and they completely confused as to why a police officer was calling them about their car. Seems this kid had the keys to the car, got spooked by something, an animal maybe and swerved to avoid hitting the animal. I saw a cat limping when I first walked outside, so that logic was no smart since it was so late and now there was a hit and run. Totally not cool.

Thursday morning was when the water company was camped out on our street, pounding away making room for a new hydrant. I saw the fire department, and ran the kids outside but it was wrong timing so we never were able to talk to the fire fighters(it was two women driving that big truck, rock on). $10,000 later for the city, and them doing a temporary fix(the paint job and some cosmetic work to the sidewalk is next) the crew was done around 5 or so.  Which leads to the next event....

Friday afternoon it was nap time. I was taking some nice me time(lying on the couch when I saw a police officer in the tight parking lot in front of the house. I was curious so I opened the door. He reported to me that someone who drives a white car(our car is white) had a verbal disagreement with a patron of the restaurant. I told him we stay indoors if we are home(kids are learning street rules still) and that we don't talk to the customers much. We've been here a month so if the neighbors get visitors it's hard to tell the difference between them and customers. So, he told me the customer said there was an argument and that he(the customer) came back to his car and noticed dents over the body of the car. WHAT????!!!! Where was I? And what day did this happen? Remember the "parking authority?" Now, I'm not blaming him cause I don't know what happened but, damage to someone's car just is not a smart move. I talk to the officer for maybe two minutes but was at a loss of who would or could do that to a car. 1st that's some quick detective work if you can figure out the car and did the bat(or whatever was used) have a  silencer on it? Cause remember I heard the hydrant, I'm sure I'd hear a car being remolded. Saturday the same police officer was back since the upstairs neighbor was back(he drives a white car as well) and he was doing some more for his investigation.

I'm on pins and needles as to what will happen next and if we will see more police action.....not. I just want it quiet when it's nap time and time for bed. That's all.

Making a house a home

I'm never sure which word to use. Home or house. When saying you moved, it's your new "house" but when you're home you're "home". Since we have moved I've had the inspiration to do a few paintings for the mutual toddler bedroom and the new playroom we will be creating. I even got the little adults in the act on Sunday and we had an early FHE on what makes our new place ours by adding art and things that help remind us of our family. I'm no artist by any means, which makes me feel a little better since the kiddos won't be using the rules of art to show me my mistakes. 

I need to say thanks

For the past two weeks I have been house sitting and moving at the same time. When I first looked at our family calendar and realize that we would be do so much, while house sitting I kept telling people I was crazy, but there has been so much good that house come out it. I've got the itch to create such a great place for my little family and excited for the schooling for my two little adults. The transition from our last ward to the new one, might be a problem for the princess but with love and kisses and meeting everyone that will be much better in time.

I am writing because of an intresting experience I had with a phone call this morning. While growing into adulthood in my late teens/early 20's I was introduced to a friend of my step father. He was was a total silver fox, a very knowledgable man and some how took me under his wing while helping to do various improvements to the house. I have always adored him and still think about him when I keep thinking when we get our house(or a place we can make adjustments) I would want him to come and help; which is something we talked about before I moved out and started my life. Well, our new place is ready for our family to make our stamp on it. I've been thinking for about a week about calling him. I just wanted some ideas about how to make correct adjustments in the place we're renting. I was able to get his current number today and I gave him a call. What happened for the next 20 minutes....was a conversation I didn't expect.

He explained to me what happened to him over the last few years(probably 5 I'm guessing since I talked to him a few months before hubby and I were married). It was a tale, too sad for me to repeate without permission but I will say I was expecting him to be so excited to come and see me. Foolishness on my part to think I'm the only who's had life give me a wild deck of cards. He is not in a place to come and see me but I can't tell you how giddy and girly I was when he called me all the cute endearments he used to call me. I won't shrink to say that I really thought that he was going to come over and help with the house but he's just not able to do it right now. Maybe I will see him someday again. While I was on the phone I just kept thinking to my self "my life is crazy but thank goodness I have a place to fall and give my troubles to the Lord". I won't say that my life is perfect, but it's perfect for me. I know my kiddos have energy times a million but I pride my self on making sure they know how to pray and can say the name of Jesus Christ respectfully. I know we don't know what's happening tomorrow but I know that as long as I can make dinner and have my family be happy I have everything I need. So I'm just grateful that I have what I want and what I need.

Changes

The beginning of my summer is going to be soooooo busy. This is my theme song for right now. I don't even have time to think. I will give details next week. And no I'm not having a baby....although that would be fun. I do  have two helpers, but I want to loose the pregnancy weight not keep it! :) Stay tuned.

Friendship

When I was younger, I remember my friends were everything. Not because I was looking towards them to be my moral compass, or to get that needed reassurance we need going through the different stages of life, I just longed for a best friend or BFF these days. Most of the friends I knew, all had a best friend. The one I thought I had in high school seemed to be "smoke" in mirrors for me because she never invited me to do things with her outside of talking to each other at school(during the year my mom got divorced and we lived with my aunt I stayed at this friend's house until Mom picked me up. An un official arrangement after school) That last about 6 months or so until we got our own house(down the street I might add) but she rarely talked to me then as well. I remember wanting to do some many things with her, I even took her to a few youth dances where I'm hoping to this day she had a good time, but I'm not really sure since we didn't really talk about it then. I still remember her birthday like clockwork cause I always made sure I gave her something special. She gave me a glass once. Which I cherished like gold. I had it on the ironing board one night while I was doing something and in my haste to get ready for Seminary the next morning I bumped it off. I totally lost my mind, looking back on the situation. I was rude to my mom while crying in a stupor over this broken glass. I was sobbing like a baby over this glass broken on the floor while all too loudly telling my mom something. Ahh, my poor mother dealing with a hormonal child. But we made due and I dealt with the sting of not having my BFF the rest of high school. I saw her a few years later, when her dad was dating my aunt and that was like #2 on my list of most awkward experiences in my life. Here I was, ready to exchange phone numbers with her and catch up on old times(this was after my mom was remarried, I was so needing something from my past) and all this girl could do was to act 5 and barely speak to me. I later found out a few weeks following that "reunion" that she was hanging with my younger cousin(her younger brother had a crush on my cousin) and they are still friends today. Which is fine I just had more of a blow since I expected her to at least talk to me when we reconnected that meeting so long ago. This friend of mine has since graduated from a HBCU(Historically Black College and University)started working in social services and became a massage therapist. She owns her own condo and is on her to being an independent woman of the world.

I give this long example(sorry) to give a background about me. Ever since I could remember I valued friendship. I don't know what it is, but I just love that there is someone who knows you and understands you when the world doesn't and will come to your aid whenever you need and the feelings are hopefully mutual. I have gone through life, wanting that deep connection with someone outside of my family and I must say I'm still searching for it. Thank God for our church and the many cherished relationships I've been able to foster over the years. So many families have taken me in as their own and it makes me so very happy and eternally grateful. Those families feel like family, not just friends. Which is amazing to me.

We have been in our current ward almost a year and a half now and I feel so blessed about this ward. Recently, I've felt a strange bitter sweetness coming over me at church. There are so changes for my small family that have come and will come in the next few months. We are considering leaving, there's family vacations and a career change for my husband. So a lot on my mind as I go to bed every night. I must say while I've been married, I've never felt so comfortable in my ward. I just can't tell you how excited my kids are to go to church and to learn more about the gospel and it makes me soooo happy. But with us considering moving again, I am sad for leaving what I consider comfortable. I've made some really good friends, someone I thought was a best friend, but once again the cycle is starting so I'm starting to back off a little to give that sister some space. I was going to write what I thought was maybe changes in her that made things awkward but maybe she just needs time with something she's going through. So I just hope our last weeks here are awesome and that I just have a ball.

I must admit we're in the ward with the Stake President, which is so a mixed bag. I have religious envy watching his family. Everyone is polite, beautiful, talented and charming. They all sing, and everyone plays an instrument. I mean their return missionary daughter(who is so beautiful it makes my head hurt) plays cello. I am so glad I missed sacrament meeting Sunday when she played her solo. I am already crying I don't have my own cello. But this family is beyond amazing I wish I had the words. And yet they asked me to play a piano solo in church, with the wealth of talent in this family(and the rest of the ward I might add). I'm still thinking of an excuse to use....and then I remember. I have a bishop and a stake president to report too....think it's time to start attend Mass. Catholics have beautiful music as well. I'll let you know what song I decide on....

Oprah's Final Shows

I, like anyone who is a child raised on tv watched Oprah growing up. I used to watch when I was a little girl and would know that my mom was close to coming home from work, when the end credits was rolling. I remember being a little black girl(Oprah says little colored girl so the world is changing) like in the 4th grade. I had the best teacher ever named Miss Rainwater. I remember her telling us that we could do anything, be anything. And those were the days when you needed an idol and you were a black little girl, you looked up to Oprah. I remember she was a great symbol of believing in your self and making sure you never gave up to achieve your dreams. Oprah was everywhere when I was younger. In the library(on those Read posters), in magazines and on tv of course. She wanted us to read, to go to college to better ourselves so we could be our greatest selves.

Through out the years, I have had several people tell me that I look like Oprah. I'm still not sure that's a compliment(I think she's a very pretty lady) it's just I think I look like April, not Oprah. But I knew growing up that I wanted to be in her postion. Be able to reach millions and give them the encouragement they needed to survive day to day. Life is hard, and somehow Oprah found a way to really touch lives. Some people disagree with some of the things she has said or done, but I just like to focus on what good she has done for so many people. A couple of years ago I said...."I should be the Mormon Oprah". Don't be surprised okay....I'm just saying!


So, Miss Oprah from your mothering role in the Color Purple to mothering hundreds of thousand of dreams we love you. We love your drive in life and how you want others to find that drive. I'm sure others are posting long love letters to you too Oprah, but I have two toddlers! Can't wait to see what's next.

Do you remember honey?

I must start by saying that I really am amazed that I will be honored with celebrating my 5 year anniversary with my husband. I know at times these post are sappy. I love "love letters"(which I still write to my hubby) and I have no problem writing to him. And it's nice way to say what I'm feeling since we sometimes have our conversations......enhanced by two little adults. This is to him....


The other day I was thinking back to when we first were seeing each other and I remembered there was a song you liked. I wish I could remember the name of the song, or who the artist was. I just remember....I thought you thought I was something special. But the lyrics of the song were towards this man's ex and they were talking.....reminiscing about their relationship. He talked about her perfume and how she made him feel. I needless to say was not happy. I know about your last girlfriend and how you felt about her(or at least what you told me) and then this song. Grrr. But I know you like the song I won't get that upset.

Remember when we went driving? You picked me up, went drove up to Snoqualmie Pass. It was dark, not really late but dark. And for some reason in March still snowing so it was really dark. I remember while we were driving back home...just a fun quick drive you sang to me for the first time. You sang "I Heard Him Come". I've heard that song, but I've never had someone sing it to me. You forgot some of the words but I still think it's one of the most tender moments we've ever shared. When we were camping last summer and start singing before bedtime for the kids you sang it again. Now that song has an extra special place in my heart. You were so cute talking about this special song about Christ and how much you love it. Some would say it's just special to me because I really liked you at the time but I think it's more than that. You're a return missionary and RM's love sharing their testimonies. It's part of their allure, what makes them special. What makes them attractive to special young ladies(or young men respectively) and that's how it all starts huh?

I remember one night you were driving home from my house and you called me...you told me to hang up so you could call me back. You called and UNCHARACTERISTICALLY left me a voice mail. It was John Michael Montgomery singing "I can love you like that". We were days away from getting married. I hated to be away from you....and here it was like 11 o' clock a night and you were driving home. You said you had to leave that message for me cause the song was on the radio at the same time you were thinking about me. Are we that corny honey? I don't think so. I have grown to love that we're from two different worlds. You've rode a horse before and can operate a tractor. I've played cello since the 5th grade and know how to choose a China plate pattern. You tan really well and can do a hard day's work. I can do the laundry and cook at the same time. You can hunt....I love to read. The differences about us make me love you. I feel I've found my cowboy and I love that. Nothing makes me more shy about admitting my tender thoughts than when you take care of me. Like when we had a fireplace and you made me a fire. I love that. And wouldn't change it for the world.

There are so many songs that I could write about that make me think of different things from out short but exciting time together. I didn't have a first dance with you cause you don't like dancing so I have a whole list of songs to choose from. I still try to have you dance with me and you always come up with some excuse. I've heard them all. But I know in my heart of hearts with how fast we met and how everything came together we were supposed to be married. I had so many plans that could have taken me far away from home but I choose to stay and thank goodness I did cause I would have missed my day as a princess. I would have missed my chance of having people say I'm crazy cause we married so fast. It had to be crazy cause we like each other and that says something. I love you honey.....

Tough Week

When I thought about making a post for the blog this week. It was Monday night....and I was excited about the week. Even though I had one scary scary experience coming home from church I was super excited for the weekend. Someone must have heard me cause it's been hard everyday since.

I won't make this a chance to whine or complain. I will just make this short and to the point. Everyday when it's hard or...the night before was too crazy for me...I try to remember these few ideals.

1) My loving husband has a job he enjoys. We aren't rich but I never have been so I'm not missing anything.

2) I have two babies who are now mini adults. The conversations they hold, and statements they say surprise and amaze me. Glad I can hear them.

3) I have knowledge that if I can endure till the end the reward will be awesome. So awesome, I can't comprehend it right now. (That even makes sacrament meeting go fast!)

4)If I ever need to complain, my Mother is always a phone call away(we talk on the phone at least 5 times a day)


5)And I can always pray. That is icing on the cake since my prayers don't have to be politically correct, wont be judged on length or if they are sincere and I can pray anytime of the day.

Sunday will come as it always does and I will get to play piano and praise my Father in Heaven in song. It's a tough week but next week I get to have wedding cake at a reception. Amen to that.

April

Will he not smile?

I think my husband is handsome. I love his blue eyes. He tans really well in the summer. He's taller than me and makes me feel protected. I like to put my head back when he kisses me goodbye for work. I smile when he kisses my dimples. I can't keep a straight face if he's trying to be romantic. It makes me giggle like I'm 12. I like calling him....I could go on. But of all the things in the world....he rarely smiles for pictures. I think we'll make it work somehow.

Us right after we were married.....

Waiting for the ferry....

How handsome does he look though??? :)

Us in Port Angeles

I have to give him credit....he did try. And of course we do have some good smiling pictures of him...but this is pretty much how he looks in all our pictures. Ahh....at least he's handsome.

We are not dead!

I have been starting and stopping this post off and on for about two weeks. Every time I get a chance to sit down and type something, I am needed somewhere else. So I am sorry to those of you who are actually curious about my little family. Today is the 28th, which means I have two days till my birthday. This year seems really curious to me. I am willing and excited to make my own  birthday cake(not because someone wont show their love through baking....I just like to bake so I want to!) the only real present is my husband home and he able to recharge and sleep before he has to go to work again. That's it. Not a huge present, or a long day of celebration just having my hubby home so he can sleep.

I will be honest. My birthday is hard. I was a week early, my parents couldn't agree on a name...and almost 30 years ago sonograms were very different. Up until the hospital I was determined to be  a boy, so they had a great name chosen. Douglas Lee. I think that's cute and it had great meaning for both of my parents. So I was a surprise and reason for a little row before being a week old. I still cause that reaction for some reason.(??????) So, growing up.....I found people just could NOT remember my birthday. I've gotten calls, gifts and apologies for many many years....up until May 1st. Some people think the birthday is April 30th...or the 16th. Or April 8th....or any DAY in April. That would be correct logic if I had been born during the actual month of April...but it didn't happen that way. I haven't decided if Heavenly Father was THAT tired of me....or if I was just meant for that day but it is my birthday. I love that day since it's right after Spring officially starts, is always close the General Conference and sometimes my birthday falls on Easter. When I was younger, and friends were a good marker for how I valued myself(we all go through that phase) I was be soooooooooooo hurt if someone forgot my birthday. For at least 2 weeks prior I can remember gently reminding people, charming them into a gift, or just flat out saying...you should buy me something. I still love and cherish people, but I'm just too old now to be selfish(plus I don't want to give my kids a reason to be silly like Mama)

Back to my hubby, things have been so crazy for him lately. I wish I knew where to begin about an update but I never know where to begin really. I will say that he is now driving taxi cab that was a hard adjustment for me but he enjoys it, so that makes me happy. He works the night shift so he sleeps during that day, which I don't know how with the little adults in the house. I am proud he does so well and is so willing to provide for us, which makes me swell with pride. Taking the kiddos for a walk, so my update will have to be again....................SOON. Talk to everyone soon.

Our first date part two

(I promised a part two didn't I?)

March 8, 2006....Wednesday

My day is normal at work, watching the twins and coming home around 1pm or so. I didn't expect anything different to happen that night, so I had my leftover from dinner last night around 6. I'm the only one home at my aunts house. At 7 o clock you call me. A phone call? You sound different on the phone. Nervous almost. You ask if I'm busy and I say no. WE are different on the phone. After two minutes of dancing around you ask if I want to do something. I don't have any ideas. "Call me back in 10 minutes if you come up with something." I thought my answer was very clever. 5 minutes later you call back and ask if I'm hungry. Blah. I just had a pork chop. And a thick one at that. But I get excited knowing your coming over.

Not too long after, maybe 20 minutes you're at my house. You have a cute car, it's a cute 2006 Scion. It's blue, still smells new I love it. I'm surprised how roomy it is inside for how small it looks. WE drive around for about 5 minutes trying to figure out where to eat. You decided on Denny's. But you work at Denny's. You walk in, saying hello to everyone but forgetting about me. We sit down to order and to start eating and it turns into a job interview. Have you done this have you done that? Have you ever cheated on a boyfriend? I'm laughing thinking about it now, but you should have just asked me where I'm from you know. But we are having a nice time. Finishing my huge breakfast platter and some how waddling back to the car, you ask me if I need to be home at a certain time.I say no, which is true. I noticed as we started driving that is was snowing. It's March, how crazy.

You tell me you want to show me something excited. It's starting to get cold and we drive down to the Tacoma Waterfront. We're at the Museum of Glass. I didn't realize how big it is, until I stand next to it. Very pretty. You tell me you walked around her with another girl. I feel special now. I'm number 2. You and I  walk arm and arm and you tell me about your mission. There's something "special" you want to show me. You slide a piece of concrete back and reveal something. It's a jeep I think with a tag on it. You call it "geocaching". I'm clueless, but kind of taken back you'd show me something so secret.

We start walking across the sky walk way. I am afraid to tell you I'm scared of heights but Downtown Tacoma looks very pretty. We talk about church. That topic is pretty broad with our church....and since you're a return missionary I expect you to go on for hours about your mission. But you keep your answer pretty basic, which is nice. Something seems different, maybe because it's snowing but it's nice to be around you. I like that....

Our first date

I follow a few photography blogs. One of the photographers recently got married and shared a great idea. Writing down what happened on the first date. I actually need to do this for the sake of my husband who can never ever remember when, where or why we first met.

March 7, 2006.

It was over a week ago I saw your dad at the stake center. He asked if I could come over and meet you "officially". I've never really be introduced to someone like that, all because I'm a "nice Mormon girl." Your dad says you work a lot, and that you are engaged to some girl he doesn't like. Maybe this will be a quick night, but he said that I get food outta this deal! Awesome.

I'm at your parents house, it's 7 o clock. And you're not there. Okay. For the next hour or so you're parents are asking me every question in the world. Is this an interview for you or for them? It's starting to get late and I need to get to the stake center to watch a game for my ward. I promised some friends I be there. Around 8:15 you knock on the door. You walk in and sit down looking at your cell phone.

"Jordan this is April." You don't even look up. Do you even know my eyes are brown?

For a few awkward more moments I get introduced to you even more.

"April plays piano, and sings. Jordan she grew up in Seattle." You still looking at your cell phone. Your dad announces a great idea.We're going to get ice cream, all of us. In the same car. With you, who won't look at me. Nice. And I have to sit next to you.

At Baskin Robbins, the server ask how we all know each other. You finally look at me and say we're on a date and you're parents are there just to pay. I get a small cone just to be nice and considerate since you're paying for everyone. The girl getting our ice cream says " Be careful you might get married since your dad likes her."

I say after finishing our ice cream "I need to get going, I have a basketball game to go to at the stake center."

"Can I come" You're actually talking to me now. I don't say yes, but I didn't say no. I am finally free from the questions, and stuffy place it feels like but I am still in your company. You follow me to the stake center, although you drive faster than me and know exactly where it is. All my friends wonder who you are, and I can't even answer the question. You show me your cool Treo Cell phone and everything it can do. I have a pre paid phone from Cingular. It has a purple cover. After an hour, you say you need to sleep and have to go. I walk out to your car. We exchange numbers, with a promise you'll give me a call later on in the week. I'm expecting to never hear from you, when I get a phone call the next day(Wednesday) asking if I'm free that night.....

(Part two tomorrow!)

I love this picture

My sister took our engagement pictures. This is one of my favorites, I caught my self looking today. I love it.